Well, I mean, I'm happy... I think, I don't know, exactly, I just... It's nice though, really.

It's just, I'm dead, and I'm still unsure if it counts even though some's said that it's fine, but um... Also I've never really... celebrated birthdays at all so I don't know how it's supposed to happen...be done.

[ She ought to be feeling that swirl of complicated emotions. ]